tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29436338638995156192012-01-23T18:17:21.855+01:00vendelanoreply@blogger.comBlogger6231100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-54334976719569173182012-01-23T16:53:00.002+01:002012-01-23T16:56:11.618+01:00<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det är inte ni.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det är jag.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och vi visste väl ändå</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att det här aldrig skulle</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">fungera.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">vi skulle aldrig gifta oss</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ni och jag.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">innan jag fimpar och går</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">vill jag presentera er</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">för min vän.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">tror ni kommer gilla varandra.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">testa.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">gå på bio.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ta ett glas vin.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">lär känna.</span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">säg hej till http://fjanterier.blogspot.com</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5433497671956917318?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-80393815809619624742012-01-15T16:08:00.001+01:002012-01-15T16:10:14.385+01:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-9y6fOL5qq2A/TxLsLf9EF-I/AAAAAAAAA0Q/kCTCB4r750k/s1600/yourgirlislovelyhubbell.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 301px; height: 400px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-9y6fOL5qq2A/TxLsLf9EF-I/AAAAAAAAA0Q/kCTCB4r750k/s400/yourgirlislovelyhubbell.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5697876160877434850" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8039381580961962474?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-9156403788914396182012-01-10T02:18:00.001+01:002012-01-14T01:02:56.772+01:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">gick in på hans</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">blogg.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och såg.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att han raderat större</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">delen av mig.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och det är ok.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det tog mig</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ett och ett halvt år</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att slänga ut</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">hans tandborste.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag gjorde det</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">igår.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-915640378891439618?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-78598726316864035992011-12-14T18:52:00.002+01:002011-12-14T18:54:36.636+01:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det kommer bli</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">såhär.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">varenda liten </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kvinna</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kommer svälta sig</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">fördärvad</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och så kommer</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">de inte kunna få barn</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och världen </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">går under.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kära samhälle.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det är vad ni</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">sysslar med.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ni kväver oss</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och er själva</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">med.</span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7859872631686403599?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-88730287703761282172011-12-02T02:15:00.003+01:002011-12-02T02:17:38.791+01:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag tycker om</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag är </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">den konstigaste</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">flicka han träffat.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">för det innebär</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag är </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">någonting</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">för honom.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8873028770376128217?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-38992410415800686662011-11-20T14:00:00.001+01:002011-11-20T14:03:30.307+01:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-yuniACHPEDM/Tsj6UZfSODI/AAAAAAAAAzE/qEydXewRDLE/s1600/Bild%2B2011-11-11%2Bkl.%2B16.52%2B%25234.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-yuniACHPEDM/Tsj6UZfSODI/AAAAAAAAAzE/qEydXewRDLE/s400/Bild%2B2011-11-11%2Bkl.%2B16.52%2B%25234.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5677062558646941746" /></a>rockar den </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">förvånade rådjurs-looken.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">varför ser man </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">aldrig klok ut?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">nu ska jag </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">vara världens bästa</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">barnvakt.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3899241041580068666?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-46469446876253770642011-11-08T19:53:00.002+01:002011-11-08T19:56:32.879+01:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det är så härligt</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att ha något att säga</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">när en springer på</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">folk på stan.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">så här brukar det</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">gå till:<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">går på stan.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ser någon jag känner</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">igen.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">väntar tills personen</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">säger hej.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">säger hej tillbaka.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">sen säger personen alltid</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">vad gör du nuförtiden.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag svarar</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag äter ägg.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och det är ju </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">alldeles riktigt.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det är faktiskt det</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">enda jag gör.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">äter ägg.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4646944687625377064?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-25689047987536359122011-11-08T00:21:00.001+01:002011-11-08T00:23:16.979+01:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-XubNHwyeBaE/TrhoGlKATbI/AAAAAAAAAy4/Gx0FssyjIAM/s1600/Bild%2B2011-11-07%2Bkl.%2B20.07%2B%25232.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-XubNHwyeBaE/TrhoGlKATbI/AAAAAAAAAy4/Gx0FssyjIAM/s400/Bild%2B2011-11-07%2Bkl.%2B20.07%2B%25232.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5672398192935718322" /></a>höst</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och raggsockor</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och kvarglömda cigaretter.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2568904798753635912?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-25314547078259927062011-11-04T14:31:00.001+01:002011-11-04T14:33:24.101+01:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">timmar.</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">minuter.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">sekunder.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2531454707825992706?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-73478172626787067622011-10-25T15:26:00.001+02:002011-10-25T15:29:30.700+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">om jag hade honom.</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i en liten ask.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">skulle jag bära den i</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">bröstfickan på min skjorta.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">så nära hjärtat </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det går att komma.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7347817262678706762?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-48350911357948726292011-10-24T00:30:00.001+02:002011-10-24T00:31:57.552+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">bytte gbg</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">mot ldn.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">som att komma.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">hem.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">som att känna</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">igen sig.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag mår alltid bra</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i london.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4835091135794872629?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-64812693936469392902011-10-19T13:13:00.000+02:002011-10-19T13:13:00.063+02:00<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">har hittat något</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att engagera mig i.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">något konstruktivt.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">något som kanske kan</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ställas ut</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">till allmän beskådan.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">problemet är</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">när jag engagerar mig</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag gör det</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">så intensivt.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">låser in mig.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">hör inte av mig.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">bara ritar</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">tills jag somnar </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i soffan.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">vaknar.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">fortsätter.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">glömmer äta.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">glömmer tänka.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">glömmer livet.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">men i slutändan</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kommer det något</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">gott ur allt </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det där.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-6481269393646939290?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-69416509056238146782011-10-18T00:09:00.003+02:002011-10-18T00:11:56.389+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag känner mig</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">som ett sidospår</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ikväll.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">försöker att inte tänka</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">på det.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">försöker fylla min tid.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">med</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">rita</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">röka</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">dricka vin.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-6941650905623814678?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-13878088708560111062011-10-16T18:19:00.003+02:002011-10-16T18:23:16.642+02:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-VHYTi_TOXTw/TpsEPAVV_gI/AAAAAAAAAyo/R0hNx9-coPE/s1600/Bild%2B2011-10-13%2Bkl.%2B14.37.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-VHYTi_TOXTw/TpsEPAVV_gI/AAAAAAAAAyo/R0hNx9-coPE/s400/Bild%2B2011-10-13%2Bkl.%2B14.37.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5664125612182601218" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">av en bra</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">helg.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och jag bara sitter</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">på soffkanten</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och mår.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">bra.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1387808870856011106?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-59716093061636530122011-10-16T16:30:00.002+02:002011-10-16T16:48:11.974+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kanske borde </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">hejda mig lite.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">bara</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">njuta av att mina lakan</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">luktar lugn.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag är lugn.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kanske lugnare än</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">på många år.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">definitivt lugnare</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">än future baby wife-perioden.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">men aldrig så lugn</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag kan sitta hemma</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">själv </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">två kvällar i rad.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5971609306163653012?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-48682821985413012682011-09-25T01:41:00.002+02:002011-09-25T01:44:34.613+02:00<iframe width="420" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/8djQEYvLdQ8" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ungefär</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">såhär.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4868282198541301268?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-88063299317030631102011-09-24T14:39:00.004+02:002011-09-24T14:45:53.368+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag inser ju </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag måste börja</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">träffa</span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'courier new'; "> fula</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">tråkiga män</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">istället.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det är det enda</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">sättet för mig</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att skydda mitt</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kleine hertz</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">som ändå bara</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">fladdrar omkring</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">helt okontrollerat.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8806329931703063110?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-87861787250629484562011-09-23T00:38:00.003+02:002011-09-23T00:41:18.394+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag var alltid</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">så rolig och galen</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och charmig.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">knasig.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">tills vi började</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ligga med varandra</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och jag tappade</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">mig själv</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i honom.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och jag har letat</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i varenda människas</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">hittegodscentral</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">utan att finna</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">mig själv</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">igen.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">får väl göra</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">som alla andra</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och åka till</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">australien</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">eller thailand.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">hört att man ska </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">finnas där.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">fast jag har mina</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">aningar</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">om att jag blev</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kvar</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i honom.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8786178725062948456?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-39331022190812637832011-09-22T12:19:00.005+02:002011-10-31T23:47:08.214+01:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-WpWSJBjYnWo/TnsMEdTkwmI/AAAAAAAAAyY/OIWkNW04OiA/s1600/Bild%2B2011-09-20%2Bkl.%2B16.26%2B%25233.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-WpWSJBjYnWo/TnsMEdTkwmI/AAAAAAAAAyY/OIWkNW04OiA/s400/Bild%2B2011-09-20%2Bkl.%2B16.26%2B%25233.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5655127027819528802" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">shatar skägg.</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">älskar skjortor.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3933102219081263783?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-53587832952933676372011-09-15T20:57:00.001+02:002011-09-15T20:57:51.881+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag går</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ut.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5358783295293367637?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-65885397552971250742011-09-12T20:45:00.002+02:002011-09-12T20:56:16.699+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag har ont</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i magen.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det är det här</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">med impulskontroll.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag inte kan </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">låta bli saker</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">som känns bra </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i stunden.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag måste kasta</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">mig in i någon </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">annan.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">bara för känslan.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">fast jag redan har</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">en bra.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och så när jag vaknar</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och det luktar sex</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och smuts</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och svett</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och allt är förvirrande</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och jag måste bort.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag inser att jag sårar</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">tre.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag kanske</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">förstört</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det jag byggt i ett</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">halvår.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och att jag inte</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ångrar mig</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">helhjärtat.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-6588539755297125074?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-10671835191592681112011-09-09T19:29:00.006+02:002011-09-09T19:34:12.473+02:00<div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">såhär ser jag ut</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">när jag vaknar upp</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ur båtkoman.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ganska trött och arg</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kan man tänka.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-drNQKnZgDXs/TmpNGZq3EFI/AAAAAAAAAxo/TLgBcDTtkl4/s1600/Bild%2B2011-09-09%2Bkl.%2B17.42%2B%25233.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"></a></span><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Lq859xAvd-s/TmpNF9auMTI/AAAAAAAAAxg/lHCBxlTLmC8/s1600/Bild%2B2011-09-09%2Bkl.%2B17.42%2B%25235.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Lq859xAvd-s/TmpNF9auMTI/AAAAAAAAAxg/lHCBxlTLmC8/s400/Bild%2B2011-09-09%2Bkl.%2B17.42%2B%25235.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5650413447271035186" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och såhär</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ser jag ut när jag</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">skärpt till mig.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">typiskt tråkig</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">faktiskt.</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;">men en fin sänglampa</span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000000;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#333333;">har jag.</span><br /></span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-drNQKnZgDXs/TmpNGZq3EFI/AAAAAAAAAxo/TLgBcDTtkl4/s400/Bild%2B2011-09-09%2Bkl.%2B17.42%2B%25233.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5650413454854918226" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px; " /></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1067183519159268111?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-81599607664535870422011-08-30T14:27:00.001+02:002011-08-30T14:31:05.201+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ska bli en </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">powerkvinna.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">var på god väg </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i vintras</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">men tappade bort det</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">när våren kom.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">tror det kommer</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">gå bättre</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">den här gången.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">nu när jag vet</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">vad jag vill</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">osv.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div> <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8159960766453587042?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-3041676426501442162011-08-25T22:38:00.005+02:002011-08-25T22:51:58.833+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">de gifter sig alltid</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">med såna som inte</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">vaknar med</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">trassliga ögonfransar</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och trassligt hår.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">såna med ordning</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">på livet</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och hyfsad ekonomi</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">som kanske helst vill ha</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">volvo</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">men nöjer sig </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">med passat.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">såna som inte fryser </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">om nätterna.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">såna som läser elle</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">hellre än böcker.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">såna som inte oroar sig</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i onödan.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">som aldrig skulle fråga</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">om hans första.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">så jag tänker</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ibland</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">att jag är fucked.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-304167642650144216?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-75035136518016952592011-08-22T22:27:00.000+02:002011-08-22T22:28:06.059+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag hatar </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">lillgamla barn.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">de ger mig rysningar</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och dåligt</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">samvete.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7503513651801695259?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-27102353561037437742011-08-16T21:53:00.001+02:002011-08-16T21:58:44.946+02:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-9iwv9yNZ4t0/TkrLK9XWwsI/AAAAAAAAAvo/o0y53r2DOjA/s1600/Bild%2B2011-08-14%2Bkl.%2B18.55%2B%25232.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-9iwv9yNZ4t0/TkrLK9XWwsI/AAAAAAAAAvo/o0y53r2DOjA/s400/Bild%2B2011-08-14%2Bkl.%2B18.55%2B%25232.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5641544872366621378" /></a> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2710235356103743774?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-70931049424886455862011-08-14T18:40:00.002+02:002011-08-14T19:27:57.050+02:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det är märkligt.</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">när min mamma kommer</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">för att dricka kaffe</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">hos mig</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">så träffar hon alltid</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">"en trevlig ung kille" </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i min hiss.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">som hon ska småprata </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">med.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">det finns ingen sådan.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">jag har aldrig träffat en </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">trevlig ung kille här.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">allt jag stöter på </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">i min hiss</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">är flyttlådor med </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">östeuropeisk dansmusik</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">och halvätna äpplen.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">skor finns det gott om</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">också.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">men aldrig någon </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">trevlig ung kille.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"> <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">tror att min mamma </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">kanske hallucinerar.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">har vanföreställningar.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">eller så finns det</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ett hisspöke.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">en trevlig ung man som</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">dog i hisschaktet.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">troligtvis på sextiotalet. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">förevigt dömd att</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">åka hiss</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">på kvartsekelsgatan.</span></div><div> <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7093104942488645586?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-52082840037320722592011-07-17T17:03:00.003+02:002011-07-17T17:38:57.773+02:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">förlåt. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är alldeles för</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">lycklig<br />för att skriva </span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">något<br />med substans.</span> <br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag trivs på havet.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />jag trivs i land.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">mest av allt trivs jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när jag är med honom.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />han har lugna ögon</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och ett fint sätt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ibland kan jag hinna känna</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />att jag hittat hem till </span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">något.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />jag går ut.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />jag blir full.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />sen kommer jag hem</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />och är ändå okej.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />fast jag gör dumma saker.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">säger konstiga grejer.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />är ändå okej.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />mycket nöjd med </span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">livet.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det enda som stör mig</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är hur mycket skitmusik</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag har på spotify.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">måste ta tag i en rensning.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag kan inte stå</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för det här.</span><br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-rf-dgxmp3m4/TiMBD6lU6jI/AAAAAAAAAvg/BHJFQFu5kHc/s1600/image201107170017.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 346px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-rf-dgxmp3m4/TiMBD6lU6jI/AAAAAAAAAvg/BHJFQFu5kHc/s400/image201107170017.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5630345125920303666" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5208284003732072259?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-20433360503046799982011-06-02T22:36:00.002+02:002011-06-02T22:38:43.896+02:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">ibland är det </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">som om han stannar</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kvar</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i mina lakan</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">efter att han gått.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inte alltid </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">men ibland kan jag</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">känna att han varit där.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att det luktar han.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">nu luktar de via.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det var längesen </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vi sågs.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2043336050304679998?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-41876079935906971762011-05-16T19:39:00.002+02:002011-05-16T19:41:59.992+02:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">jag har varit</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">på båt.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">nu är jag hemma</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och allt är ganska mycket</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">som det var</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">innan jag for.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag går runt </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i mina herrskjortor</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">dricker kaffe</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och gillar läget.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tills jag är på båt igen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och kan se </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en havssol gå ner vid</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">horisonten.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">man blir religiös</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för mindre</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tror jag.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4187607993590697176?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-5741535036497364572011-05-10T22:32:00.002+02:002011-05-10T23:10:37.152+02:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">jag är livrädd</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för mycket.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">min roligaste rädsla</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är fördragna</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">duschdraperier.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det värsta jag vet</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är att gå in i</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">någons badrum </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och se att de har </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">dragit för</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">draperiet.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag tror alltid att</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">någon står bakom det.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och så måste jag</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">dra det åt sidan.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för att vara säker.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fast jag egentligen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inte vågar.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">såg på psycho</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">när jag var blott</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">elva år.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">sånt sätter spår.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-574153503649736457?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-82410802763527974032011-05-09T11:52:00.000+02:002011-05-09T11:54:08.096+02:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" style="font-family: courier new;" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Wl0MrIQqCno/Tce5lJFu92I/AAAAAAAAAvU/MAnlby2lFS8/s1600/nbk.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 218px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Wl0MrIQqCno/Tce5lJFu92I/AAAAAAAAAvU/MAnlby2lFS8/s400/nbk.png" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5604652309032138594" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">sex</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">musik</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">våld.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8241080276352797403?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-15514823610497851782011-04-28T21:42:00.002+02:002011-04-28T21:46:04.856+02:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">idag såg jag en</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">schäfer.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">började gråta.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">måste de avla sönder</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">djur? </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">annars?</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag försöker äta</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">upp en halvliter </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">hallonsorbet.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">har jobbat på den</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i tre veckor nu.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tror den är magisk</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för den tar </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">aldrig slut.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">eller så har jag blivit</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jättedålig</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">på att hetsäta.</span><span style="font-weight: bold; font-family: courier new;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-weight: bold;"></span></span></span><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1551482361049785178?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-15602154740898695322011-04-25T22:17:00.004+02:002011-04-25T22:23:16.307+02:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">är ensam</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och tänker på</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en karl.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vill bara att han</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ska säga att jag är</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en fin tjej</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fin tjej</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fin tjej.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">när jag säger det</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">själv</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ger det mig ingenting.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">BARA KOM HIT</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">OCH SÄG DET TILLS</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">JAG SOMNAR</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">MOT DIN HALS.</span><br /><div style="text-align: center; font-family: courier new;">(måndagstjej måndagsexemplar)<br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" style="font-family: courier new;" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-XXCQ350Q8C4/TbXXiFfNT6I/AAAAAAAAAvM/BhIV8bVjmXg/s1600/20110422-183347.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-XXCQ350Q8C4/TbXXiFfNT6I/AAAAAAAAAvM/BhIV8bVjmXg/s400/20110422-183347.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5599618692293676962" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1560215474089869532?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-62125588134660945802011-04-16T16:16:00.000+02:002011-04-18T16:50:27.152+02:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">är sjukt trött</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på mig själv.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">eller kanske snarare</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på den person</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">som folk tror </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att jag är.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">så när jag promenerade</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vegagatan fram</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">idag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kom jag på en</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">briljant idé.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag trycker på</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">min reset-knapp.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">börjar om.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">glöm allt ni trott</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och tänkt innan</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">liksom.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">(okej</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kanske inte allt</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för så illa är det inte.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag är ju i grunden</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">precis så fantastisk</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">som jag verkar)</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">så.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hej.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag heter vendela.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tycker om:</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hajar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">spårvagnar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att skriva listor</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kaffe</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">gamla soffor</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">båtar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tvättbjörnsklipp på youtube</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">min orkidé</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">nya ritblock</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">per morberg</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">cigaretter (gärna tillsammans med kaffe)</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">män (gärna tillsammans med kaffe och cigaretter)</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hemligheter</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">gamla böcker</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kött</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tycker inte om:</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kalas</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fransmän</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">brysselkål</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-6212558813466094580?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-91092521950488458462011-04-11T23:46:00.004+02:002011-04-12T13:54:54.295+02:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">tänker mig det</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">såhär.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vi kommer ses</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">stöta på varandra</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">av en händelse</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om sådär en tio år.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det skulle vara </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">nästan sommar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">han iklädd ett linne</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och en tunn kofta.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">byxor som är lite</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">upprullade.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag i någon ful</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ogenomtänkt klänning.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och han skulle ropa</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">mitt namn</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">som var så fantastiskt</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">en gång.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och jag skulle vända mig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och se honom.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sedan skulle jag ge honom</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">en märklig kram.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">han säger något</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;font-family:courier new;" >om kaffe</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fast han egentligen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inte har tid</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och jag säger ja</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för jag har aldrig kunnat</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">säga något annat.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sen skulle han fråga.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om jag träffade någon</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">efter honom.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om jag har barn.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om jag började tycka om</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">livet.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och jag skulle</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fråga honom </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">samma saker.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kanske skulle jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">till och med</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">våga nudda hans armar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">som jag gillade så.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">innan han går.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">den här lilla</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">scenen </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">roar mig mycket.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag har bara ett enda</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kort på honom.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-9109252195048845846?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-39443364052782851312011-04-09T23:19:00.002+02:002011-04-09T23:33:25.673+02:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">dricker vin</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">med en man</span> <br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och blir kallad</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">cherie</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">av en annan.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">alltså LIVET.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">man dör ju lite</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">på det </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ibland.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">imorgon ska jag </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">laga middag</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">till familj.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag har angst</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">som fan.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">om det blir ätbart</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">så finns det en</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">som jag vill </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">bjuda.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3944336405278285131?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-12414152724595942372011-04-02T19:19:00.004+02:002011-04-02T19:39:06.510+02:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">firade min egen</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">förträfflighet</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med ett nytt </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">läppstift.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">firar även min</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">förmåga att vara på</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fel plats</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vid fel tillfälle.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och att jag blev bjuden</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på lyxmiddag idag.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och min totala brist</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på ekonomiskt tänkande.</span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-lGpjCYgefWA/TZde4m3gV3I/AAAAAAAAAvE/EdgBzeDZwfw/s1600/20110402-191002.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-lGpjCYgefWA/TZde4m3gV3I/AAAAAAAAAvE/EdgBzeDZwfw/s400/20110402-191002.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5591041789002798962" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-ODywR9Jv-fY/TZdevhUNZII/AAAAAAAAAu8/tmY6gpRoN_Q/s1600/20110402-191016.JPG"><br /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1241415272459594237?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-43207647082686713292011-04-01T14:22:00.000+02:002011-04-01T14:23:32.665+02:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Hk_1qNjEKNA/TZXDrzd0-nI/AAAAAAAAAu0/HhvBcuzQSQI/s1600/Namnl%25C3%25B6s.png"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 245px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5590589669767445106" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-Hk_1qNjEKNA/TZXDrzd0-nI/AAAAAAAAAu0/HhvBcuzQSQI/s400/Namnl%25C3%25B6s.png" /></a> <br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4320764708268671329?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-77107014623052713212011-03-29T23:36:00.003+02:002011-03-30T00:07:19.555+02:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">nu har det gått</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">över två år.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">sen det började.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och jag saknar inte</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">längre.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">känner inte längre.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vet att han ligger</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">med någon ny</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och det är okej.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det gör jag med.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">men ibland</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kan jag tänka</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">såhär:</span><br /><br /><iframe style="font-family: courier new;" title="YouTube video player" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/0PjLkB7BlpA?rel=0" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="390" width="480"></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7710701462305271321?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-50411837329527233402011-03-28T15:32:00.003+02:002011-03-28T16:32:43.865+02:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">ni vet </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det där de säger.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">om att det inte går</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att skriva</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">när man är lycklig.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag tror det stämmer.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag mår så bra.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är så glad.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag vårstädar.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag dricker pauskaffe.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag tänker på båtar.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag tänker på vår.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag gillar någon.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag gillar livet.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">mitt lilla hjärta</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">slår relativt jämt och</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">lugnt.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">när jag är med den</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag gillar.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">så.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">med de orden</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vill jag be om ursäkt</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för de värdelösa</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inläggen.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">blir säkert ledsen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">igen.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">då höjer vi nivån.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5041183732952723340?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-12918312099302635862011-03-22T18:39:00.001+01:002011-03-22T18:41:13.743+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">idag åkte jag<br />båt<br /></span><span style="font-family: courier new;">till danmark.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det var lite</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">oplanerat.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">imorgon </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ska jag bada</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i havet.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tills dess </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">försöker jag lära mig</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att hitta min inre</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">styrka. </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">går sådär va.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1291831209930263586?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-2773669923930420382011-03-16T22:42:00.003+01:002011-03-16T22:42:58.343+01:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">saker man kan hitta</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">på min balkong:</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">ett. kondom</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">två. stora pet-flaskor</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:'courier new';">tre. duvor</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-277366992393042038?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-23617265577404986982011-03-15T00:44:00.003+01:002011-03-15T00:46:53.520+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">har insett att</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag hatar att vara</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ensam.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">brukade älska det.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kanske är det </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">egentligen så</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att jag hatar att</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">sova ensam.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i en säng.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag tycker om att</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inte alltid sova själv.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det finns ett lugn</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i att höra </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">någon annans </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">hjärtslag</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">andetag.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">natten fylls upp</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">blir inte lika tom<br />och stor.<br /></span><span style="font-family: courier new;">som när jag sover</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">själv.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2361726557740498698?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-50055281546234248062011-03-13T20:57:00.002+01:002011-03-13T21:00:51.377+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">har varit död</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i en vecka.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">legat begravd under</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jord</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och sådär.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">medan jag varit</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">död</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">har jag roat mig</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">med att göra listor.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">som vanligt.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">delar med mig av</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">roligaste låttexterna</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag google translate:at</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ett. baby's vill få sig ett ligg</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">två. jag tjäna mitt huvud på en tallrik</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tre. i det kalla ljuset från morgonen du är full sjuk från hor och hög</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5005528154623424806?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-21018951279381996162011-03-07T19:20:00.000+01:002011-03-07T19:22:18.974+01:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-x_rkF2pPIkU/TXUiPDsirjI/AAAAAAAAAus/3x_acqhIjso/s1600/carrie.png"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 302px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581404955281108530" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-x_rkF2pPIkU/TXUiPDsirjI/AAAAAAAAAus/3x_acqhIjso/s400/carrie.png" /></a><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2101895127938199616?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-53701784007662098772011-03-06T13:55:00.002+01:002011-03-06T14:38:30.377+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">saker jag tycker är</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">sorgliga:</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ett. när man slår på teven </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> en söndag och det är</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> en dokumentär om siamesiska</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> tvillingar som sitter</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> fast i varandras huvud</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> och läkarna löser det</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> och sen beklagar alla</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> att de ändå aldrig kommer se</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> normala ut och allt man kan</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> tänka är att DE LEVER JU.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">två. när medelålders män halkar</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> på en isfläck</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> stannar till och vänder sig om</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> för att se ifall någon har</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> sett och så inser de att någon </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> har det och så skäms de<br /> fastän alla halkar<br /> hela tiden.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tre. när man ser raketögat</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> på stan och han ber </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> folk betala hans </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> spårvagnsbiljett men ingen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> vill för de tycker att han </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> är obehaglig.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fyra. när man hör om mammor</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> som föder barn </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> medan deras män är på </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> affärsresa i berlin</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> och dricker öl.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fem. när man ska brygga kaffe</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> och det alltid måste bli<br /></span><span style="font-family: courier new;"> en kopp för mycket</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> och man för sig själv</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> fantiserar ihop en person</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> som dricker det överblivna</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> kaffet. </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> och så känner man sig</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> ännu ensammare.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">sex. sminkreklamer.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> punkt.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5370178400766209877?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-65579752918347229822011-03-04T17:36:00.001+01:002011-03-04T20:05:35.226+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">jag är </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en natt</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en dag.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">min känsla</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en aning vag.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag står mig själv</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">upp i </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">halsen.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-6557975291834722982?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-1516355968052185992011-03-03T21:12:00.002+01:002011-03-03T21:16:32.803+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">tänker att </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> det inte spelar nån roll.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> för jag vet </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> att om jag hade träffat</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> constance chatterley</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> om hon funnits</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> så hade hon förstått.</span><br /> <br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> och vi hade pratat</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> i timmar.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> druckit te.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> bakat scones</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> tillsammans.</span><br /> <br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> jag skulle berättat</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> om mitt liv</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> och hon skulle inte</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> säga något.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> bara nicka</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> le snett</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> och se mig i ögonen.</span><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-NRGXSBDIEbI/TW_26DRCNmI/AAAAAAAAAuk/kmK2-aOeDZs/s1600/Lady%2BChatterley%2B.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 296px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-NRGXSBDIEbI/TW_26DRCNmI/AAAAAAAAAuk/kmK2-aOeDZs/s400/Lady%2BChatterley%2B.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5579949940504933986" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-151635596805218599?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-20135428337214663812011-03-01T18:23:00.002+01:002011-03-03T11:17:33.031+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">åh livet!</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">mina njurar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">mår skitdåligt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag äter </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">antibiotika.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tänker att det</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är karma</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">eller nåt.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2013542833721466381?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-55525449502986862952011-02-28T00:59:00.004+01:002011-02-28T01:31:29.873+01:00<div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag har på typ</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">tjugofyra timmar</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">gått in i en djup</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">jävla depression.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag är ledsen</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och livrädd</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och trött</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och maktlös.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">för man inser </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">till slut</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">att alla inte kämpar.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och att det är</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">för få</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">som faktiskt gör det.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och att jag inte</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">orkar längre.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">att jag ger upp.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och då fylls jag </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">litegrann av panik.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">för allt som är fel</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">med maktbalansen.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">för att jag förstår nu</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">hur grundlurade </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">vi är.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">att de beter sig</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">som om vi har </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">kommit någon vart.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">att maktbalansen </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">börjar återställas.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">när allt bara är </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">fasader.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">skådespel.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">vi har fått inbilla oss</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">att vi får göra </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">som vi vill.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">vara som vi vill.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">supa och ligga runt</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">som vi vill.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><span style="font-family:courier new;">eller som de.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">att vi har samma </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">regler.<br /></span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och när man gör det</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">blir man uthängd.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">stämplad.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">det blir okej</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">att driva med någon</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">som ändå inte </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">verkar ta något på </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">allvar.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><br /><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">men kära man.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">du som tror att </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">det är okej.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">att berätta för</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">en virtuell värld.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">tänkte bara </span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">förvarna dig</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">om att hämnden kommer.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och den är ljuv.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och den är min.</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></div><div> </div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">som mallory knox.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5552544950298686295?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-47780020626228425142011-02-27T13:13:00.002+01:002011-02-27T13:38:09.730+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">jaha.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">nu är det skitsnart</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">mars.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inget särskilt med det</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kan man tycka.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">blir fortfarande</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för full.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">gör fortfarande</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">hjärndöda saker</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">blir invalidiserad</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">på kollektivfester.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">har toalettsex.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">blir av med jacka.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">men det ska bli </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ordning på mig nu.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i mars ska det bli</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ordning.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inget mer utsmetat</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">läppstift.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inget mer vricka foten.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inga mer random män</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">som bara</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kommer och går.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">behöver en</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">lägenhet</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">som kan matcha </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">min nya livsstil.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en mindre.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4778002062622842514?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-88602028435853526292011-02-25T19:54:00.006+01:002011-10-14T12:59:59.015+02:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">i like the feeling of being a blank slate. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i think i've come through something.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> this is hard for me to admit.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> in the past i have always expected the worst to happen.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> perhaps i still do think the worst will happen,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> but what if it doesn't?</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> what if, at this point,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> i'am in fact free.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> that i can walk down the street.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> get on the bus.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> buy a magazine.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> talk to a guy in a shop.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> try on a pair of shoes.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i don't need permission.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i can do that.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i got my room now, </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> and that's important.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> it's like a base for me,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> and then there's that guy, james.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i don't want him to bother me. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i don't want anyone to bother me.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i don't want anyone in my hair.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i got my room and that's the main thing,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> but he is okay.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> if i could allow one person to bother me,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> it might possibly be james.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> who knows? </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> it is too early to say.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i've still got the cd that one of the girls in the hospital made me.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i can't imagine who made it for her.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> all of the music is pretty old on it.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> pretty random stuff</span>.<br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i like it though.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i wouldn't have liked this stuff before,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> but hey, i'm a blank slate.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i can like it. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> there's no rules.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> no agenda.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> no learning.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> just music.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> sweet, simple music. </span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i've been memorizing my favorites.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i don't have any instruments.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i've just been sitting in a patch of sunlight</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> at the foot of the bed in front of the mirror.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i keep one headphone out,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> and i sing the track along with the cd.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i wonder if my voice sounds good.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i wonder if i'm even in tune.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i even tried a few scales, </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> though very quietly.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> how uncool is that?</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> me singing scales in my new room.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> on the disk is written jackson brown, nina simone, bill withers</span>.<br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> on the disk is written howard jones.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> right now i feel like a starving person who is tasting food for the first time.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> howard jones is my mozart.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> he is like buttered toast. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> don't ever tell anyone i said that.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i wonder what i should do. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> when i was in the hospital it was easy.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> they had a schedule. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i was like a kid the whole time.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> they were in charge; i was a kid.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i jumped up and came down here.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i put from my mind comfortable thoughts about hospital life.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i am trying to block out thoughts about sex.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i feel like i want to sing, but i'm in the library.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i have fantasized for two years now about a job.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> any job.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> any job that would pluck me back into some sort of normal rhythm,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> some sort of normal society. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i thought for a while that the flock was going to be enough,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> but i have to keep moving.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i am twenty three.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> what the hell am i doing in a high street library</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> writing about nothing?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i wouldn't mind kissing him once more.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> or at least, i wouldn't mind having a kiss only policy with him.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> for some reason i feel that it shouldn't go any further,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> but he's a pretty sensational kisser, hence the policy.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i wonder if i could do myself some sort of internal injury.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> if i just kissed then left the room as soon as the kiss was over.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> if i never took the seduction any further forward,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i couldn't damage a kidney or a loin or something.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> it's a bit annoying i can't go into the boy's shop.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i want his advice.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i want a dress, or something.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> but i look too much like a boy these days.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"> why can't i look like a girly girl once in a while? </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8860202843585352629?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-83380545940878207972011-02-25T00:04:00.002+01:002011-02-25T00:42:48.494+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">du kan alltid skriva</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och jag kommer.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">du kan vara säker</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">med mig.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fast jag vet</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att jag kanske inte</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">alltid</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är det du vill ha.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">speciellt inte </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">på morgonen.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">när jag lyssnar</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och du pratar</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och vi läser tidning</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och dricker kaffe.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">men du kan alltid</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">skriva</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och jag kommer.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8338054594087820797?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-39106119189527198942011-02-22T20:02:00.003+01:002011-02-22T20:24:01.329+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">aileen wuornos.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kvinna med lite</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">stake.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och ganska mycket</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">issues.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">aileen wournos</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">dödade sju män</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">efter att de</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tvingat.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">legat.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kommit.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">aileen wuornos</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är konsekvensen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">av patriarkalt övermod.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">osv.</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: courier new;" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-MqAlfu6nB7o/TWQMJ7x4lLI/AAAAAAAAAuM/KrHTdxHQpWo/s1600/aileenw3.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 225px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-MqAlfu6nB7o/TWQMJ7x4lLI/AAAAAAAAAuM/KrHTdxHQpWo/s400/aileenw3.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5576595603396793522" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3910611918952719894?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-3175524882415812732011-02-21T00:22:00.002+01:002011-02-21T00:24:18.648+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">orka ord</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">när det känns</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">såhär:</span><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/zQOrLamT0n4?rel=0" allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="390" width="480"></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-317552488241581273?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-39826001157819186242011-02-19T02:16:00.002+01:002011-02-19T02:18:13.226+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">gör så jävla dumma</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">saker</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">när jag är onykter.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tänker </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">skitsamma.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">åker hem och rusar</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">in på balkongen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">(en jag låg med en gång</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kallade det för </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">pensionärskuvösen)</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och läser dostojevskijs </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">idioten.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">känns passande</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en fredagsnatt </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">som denna.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">då inget blir rätt.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3982600115781918624?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-70259518741147779032011-02-18T00:43:00.005+01:002011-02-20T21:51:19.661+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">har skelat</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hela mitt liv.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när jag var liten</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">trodde jag att det hette</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kelögd. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">som när man</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">alltså ja.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kelar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med någon.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">min gamla konstlärare</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kallade det </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för silverblick.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tror hon försökte</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vara snäll.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tycker att det ser</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">roligt ut.</span><br /><br /><a style="font-family: courier new;" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-QL2pXBYvwbM/TV2y9SPh-9I/AAAAAAAAAts/BP8ENsM0Pfg/s1600/20110216-225559.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 389px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-QL2pXBYvwbM/TV2y9SPh-9I/AAAAAAAAAts/BP8ENsM0Pfg/s400/20110216-225559.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5574808679693286354" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7025951874114777903?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-72452713892145448192011-02-17T01:43:00.003+01:002011-02-17T01:58:06.636+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">det är kallt</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i min lägenhet</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och jag försöker verkligen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">låta bli att frysa.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">försöker tänka på</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">annat.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">än kylan.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">hur den tränger in.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tänker på ankare</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och på hajar.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och litegrann </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tänker jag på hur trevligt</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det hade varit</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att slippa vara ensam</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ikväll.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fast det inte känns </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">som ett måste.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att jag är bra<br />när jag är</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">själv också.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är nöjd </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och glad</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och gillar livet</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i stan.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7245271389214544819?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-79593104602477214892011-02-14T14:20:00.002+01:002011-02-14T14:49:49.609+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">dagens horoskop</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">enligt gt:</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">"nu tycks du närmast</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">dansa i glädjerus</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och detta </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kan tyda på att du</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">får höra en</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fin kärleksförklaring.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i kärlek är du nummer ett!</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vill du testa ett nytt</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">bantningsrecept</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kan det lyckas nu."</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det är så himla roligt.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det enda jag har fått</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">idag är ett</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">reklamblad från en pizzeria.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7959310460247721489?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-75143845331041406952011-02-13T13:58:00.002+01:002011-02-13T23:35:17.324+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">han säger</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att jag är iskall.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">värmer mig.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag säger att han</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är som ett element.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">eller som sin egen</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sol.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ber honom sjunga</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för mig.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">somnar lite varmare.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när vi vaknat</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">dricker vi kaffe</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och jag lyssnar på</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när han pratar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">säger inte så mycket.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tycker mest om</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att lyssna.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">innan han gick</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lämnade han en </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">cigarett.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">röker den nu</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när jag är ensam.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tänker</span> <span style="font-family: courier new;">på</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kortedalalivet.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7514384533104140695?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-16781508423188505422011-02-09T12:09:00.003+01:002011-02-09T21:08:39.901+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">det börjar ljusna</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i mitt sibirien.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag kan börja tänka</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att det ordnar sig.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att det kommer </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">bli bra.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i korta stunder</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kan jag vara nöjd</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med mig själv.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det är skönt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att pausa lite.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kunna andas ut</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och ha tid att ta ett</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">nytt </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">andetag.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vissa vinklar får lov </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att vara okej.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">parentes.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">okej.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">såhär va.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag önskar att jag </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kunde se gränserna.</span><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag kan inte sätta stopp.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">saker och känslor</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tar liksom över för lätt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag blir så glad </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">varje gång jag känner något</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att jag struntar i</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om det är fel.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag bryr mig inte om</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vem som blir sårad.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag är en hemsk människa</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med goda intentioner.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag behöver bara någon</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">som kan säga till</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när det räcker.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">som kan få mig att</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sluta </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">innan det är försent.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men så funkar ju</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">inte livet.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">slut parentes.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">livet är fantastiskt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hösten är över</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och snart även vintern.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">de knäckte mig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">nästan i år.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och ingen är gladare</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">än jag.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för våren.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och värmen och ljuset.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och enkelheten.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1678150842318850542?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-3430713919705404342011-02-04T07:30:00.003+01:002011-02-04T07:33:23.274+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">vid typ halv sex</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">alltså nollfem trettio</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">gav jag upp</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tanken på att sova.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är bara jättevaken</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och inte så </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">trött alls.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och ingen vaken.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">varför är ingen vaken</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">klockan halv åtta?</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">borde inte folk</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vara påväg nånstans</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">nu?</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">så jävla tråkigt</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">med insomnia.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">snart startar jag väl</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">slagsmålsklubb</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och sen mayhem</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och sen skjuter jag mig.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">hallå världen.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vakna.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-343071391970540434?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-21792335862502725582011-02-02T23:28:00.003+01:002011-02-02T23:29:02.433+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">och på tal </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">om p-ord.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">satte precis</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">p-pillret</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">halsen.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2179233586250272558?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-32772131240056718162011-02-02T16:14:00.003+01:002011-02-02T23:26:38.070+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">han sa alltid</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">att<br />jag pratade </span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">för mycket<br />om poesi.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />att jag var</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />besatt.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />han sa att han </span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />föraktade poesi.</span><br /> <span style="font-family:courier new;">på något sätt</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />fick det mig<br />att känna</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">skuld.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />skam.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">nu vet jag<br /></span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">varför.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />han trodde<br />att jag</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">refererade<br />till honom</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />som poesi.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />att det var han<br />som</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">skrev </span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">så att jag<br />blev knäsvag.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />att det var honom</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />jag var besatt av.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hur kunde han tro det?</span> <br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vad han inte visste</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">var</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />att man inte<br />kan</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">överföra något<br />så stort</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">som poesi</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på en annan människa.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ingen människa<br />kan</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">vara det där.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />han förstod inte</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />när jag i mina brev</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />lånade från de<br />som sa</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">allt<br />bättre.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />när jag skrev några rader</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">från lorca</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />måste han ha trott</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att det var mina egna.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />och genast.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />"jag föraktar poesi.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />jag sysslar inte</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">med sånt."</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />tror inte det handlade</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om förakt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">mest om oförstående.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />det gör mig</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;">ledsen.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /><br />poesi är inte fult.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att genom oförstående</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />och spelat förakt</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />framställa det som</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">något ovärdigt.</span> <span style="font-family:courier new;"><br />det är fult.<br /><br />och numera<br />gör det där lilla<br />p-ordet<br />ont i mig.<br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3277213124005671816?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-38938410669936866542011-01-31T16:02:00.002+01:002011-01-31T16:16:57.471+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">ibland tänker jag</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att jag inte är riktigt</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">skapad för tvåtusentalet.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag blir deprimerad</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">av americas funniest home videos.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag blir rädd för jay smith</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">på spotifyreklamen.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fattar inte grejen med</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att läsa tidningen </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">på nätet.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">twitter är det mest</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">meningslösa jag kan tänka mig.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">man </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vill </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">liksom</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ba</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">dö </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">av </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">bitterheten.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3893841066993686654?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-6555423862176682902011-01-30T21:12:00.002+01:002011-01-30T21:15:42.967+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">önskar mig</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ett. badkar</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">två. numret till sandy cohen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tre. självdiciplin</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fyra. riktiga köksstolar</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fem. pengar</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-655542386217668290?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-81115359108795746702011-01-30T11:51:00.002+01:002011-01-30T11:58:31.146+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">känns lite som</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">om jag blev sjuk</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">igår.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ett kroniskt fel</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">på hjärtat.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inga koftor i världen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">hjälper.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inga spellistor.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">inte ens när jag</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">försöker självmedicinera</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">med kaffe</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">går det över.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är som om hjärtat</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">bara bestämt sig.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">pumpar ut gift till</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">alla delar av kroppen.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">attackerar allt.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">antingen det.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">eller så var det </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">fyllan.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">men tror mest på</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">hjärtteorin.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8111535910879574670?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-31185101728637003432011-01-26T23:14:00.003+01:002011-01-26T23:23:54.177+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">idag snodde jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">en kofta.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">den luktar karl.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">karl och after shave.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kan inte sluta</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lukta</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på den.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">bara myser</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och luktar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och har det bra.</span><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TUCesM3BcFI/AAAAAAAAAtY/eWobPtULglg/s1600/20110126-222118.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TUCesM3BcFI/AAAAAAAAAtY/eWobPtULglg/s400/20110126-222118.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5566623621633372242" border="0" /></a><br /><br /><br /><a style="font-family: courier new;" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TUCdFpJzWgI/AAAAAAAAAtQ/il3IHRIeytA/s1600/20110126-221840.JPG"><br /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3118510172863700343?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-52209878040456040732011-01-26T01:09:00.001+01:002011-01-26T01:11:12.538+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">tell the firemen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> to climb lovingly when a heart's on fire.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> leave it to me.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> i'll pump barrels of tears from my eyes.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> i'll brace myself against my ribs.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> i'll leap out! out! out!</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> they've collapsed.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> you can't leap out of a heart!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och att jag</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en gång misstrodde</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">majakovskij.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">så fel</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">man kan ha.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5220987804045604073?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-84501855820763553552011-01-24T20:32:00.002+01:002011-01-24T20:42:54.500+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">läser majakovskij</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och spionerar</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">på min granne.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">helt okej</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">för en måndag.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">thundering the world </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">with the might of my voice,</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i go by</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">handsome,</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> twenty-two-year-old</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">så </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vidare.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8450185582076355355?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-15557736861450615252011-01-23T23:03:00.002+01:002011-01-23T23:16:58.382+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">ja</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det gick ju</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jättebra.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">börjar om</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">imorgon.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lovarrr.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1555773686145061525?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-91598687265815846072011-01-21T00:14:00.002+01:002011-01-21T00:18:08.296+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">lider av en slags</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ihärdig tristess.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">har inga vettiga</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att ligga med.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">har börjat träna</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">istället.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">varenda jävla dag.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tänker att det</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är ett bra</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">substitut.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">man kanske blir lite snygg</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">man trasslar inte </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;"> in sig</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">man får inte klamydia</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">eller hiv eller gonorré.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">eller syfilis.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">alltså</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">bra substitut.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-9159868726581584607?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-30049542188906321262011-01-17T23:08:00.003+01:002011-01-17T23:39:33.415+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">inatt drömde jag</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">om hajar.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och män.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">blev så himla glad</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">när jag vaknade.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">hajar och män.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">så bra kombo.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">dresserad haj.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">vill verkligen ha</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en sån.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">såhär härlig</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">är jag idag:</span><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TTTEukQx1wI/AAAAAAAAAso/hlMjf9NWdwU/s1600/20110115-180653.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TTTEukQx1wI/AAAAAAAAAso/hlMjf9NWdwU/s400/20110115-180653.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5563287743996483330" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3004954218890632126?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-73940128463628101142011-01-13T00:08:00.004+01:002011-01-13T00:13:10.394+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">och jag skulle ha</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ringt dig</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ikväll</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">men handen fastnade</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">framför mig.</span><br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TS41R8LObZI/AAAAAAAAAsg/fWnfmhsIl0A/s1600/Picture0116.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TS41R8LObZI/AAAAAAAAAsg/fWnfmhsIl0A/s400/Picture0116.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5561441172176399762" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7394012846362810114?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-3147954689005647212011-01-10T21:46:00.001+01:002011-01-10T21:48:21.936+01:00<span style="font-family: courier new;">idag sa min</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">lillkusin</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">att hon såg upp till mig.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tänkte att </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kära lilla barn.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">du ser upp till </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ingenting.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">du ser upp till</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">ett misslyckande.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-314795468900564721?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-71703350677351062482011-01-07T03:47:00.003+01:002011-01-07T03:55:38.307+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">jag dygnar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det värsta som</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">finns.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när jag var yngre </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">var det lättare.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det är såhär va.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att min dygnsrytm</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är skitkass.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">somnar inte innan</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fyra.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">måste skärpa mig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och det här är enda sättet.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">har laddat upp med</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kaffe.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">verkar inte hjälpa.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är dödens trött </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och hatar att min </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">säng är fantastisk.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jävla säng.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7170335067735106248?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-89483809111182612492011-01-05T22:19:00.005+01:002011-01-05T22:35:22.158+01:00<div><div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">såhär började</span></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">mitt nyår:</span></div><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 344px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 400px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5558818095320605730" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TSTjmxaZJCI/AAAAAAAAAsQ/tGDXs53gito/s400/Picture0074.jpg" /><br /></span><div></div><div><span style="font-family:courier new;">och såhär<br />slutade det:</span></div></div><br /><p><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span></p><span style="font-family:courier new;"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5558817768875189250" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TSTjTxTvZAI/AAAAAAAAAsI/pksuzCRbYO8/s400/Picture0079.jpg" /><br /><br /></span><p></p></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8948380911118261249?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-12157481060794883272011-01-03T21:39:00.002+01:002011-01-03T22:16:40.970+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">saker jag </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">trots tjugotvå års</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ålder</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">inte kan hantera:</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">pengar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tid</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">relationer</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">mat</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">blommor</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men spelar roll.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">har ju klarat mig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">såhär långt.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1215748106079488327?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-84925440445854525172011-01-02T22:27:00.003+01:002011-01-02T22:30:43.803+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">ett hundra jävla<br />procent<br />såhär:<br /></span><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/pX-bIr8dr6U?fs=1&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/pX-bIr8dr6U?fs=1&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8492544044585452517?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-46540624370514594992011-01-01T13:15:00.004+01:002011-01-01T13:53:35.682+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">och klockan </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">slog tolv</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och alla kysste varandra.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag drack </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">mer vin</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och tittade bort.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sen drama.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4654062437051459499?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-30155941666955758282010-12-27T19:47:00.006+01:002010-12-27T20:39:47.923+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">mitt tvåtusentio</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">var skitbra</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fram till december.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">nu jävlar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tänkte livet.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">nu har hon haft det</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lite för bra.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">let's vända på steken.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och så brakade</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">helvetet löst.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tack livet.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ingen mobil.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ingen dator.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">inga pengar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">inget jobb.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sådär en tre</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">gånger </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om dagen</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">funderar jag på</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att bara säga upp</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kontakten med skitlivet.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men det kan man</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ju inte göra.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">så jag får vänta </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tills livet bestämmer sig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för att vara snällt</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">igen.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ger det ett halvår.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Courier New;">(såhär ledsen och trött)</span></div><span style="font-family:courier new;"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 399px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5555439057506092194" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TRjiY4n7RKI/AAAAAAAAAr4/-hxE21kG_F8/s400/Picture0070.jpg" /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3015594166695575828?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-28093916819351567322010-12-24T14:00:00.003+01:002010-12-25T00:43:05.064+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">kul jul.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fick skitvassa</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">knivar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">som jag kan sticka folk</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">eller skära upp bröd</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">eller filéa något spännande dött djur</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">eller hacka lök med.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">man kan göra massor</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med knivar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">så bra present.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">en sängkappa</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fick jag också.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tänkte att jag bara får</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">massa saker</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag inte kommer använda</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och så köper folk</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sånadär braåhagrejer.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">förutom ett spel.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fick ett spel också.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ett sånt som man inte</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kan vinna</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för jag blir så arg när</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag förlorar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">har druckit kanske</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jättemycket vin</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">så URSÄKTA</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om jag svamlar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">åh.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fick även ett diskställ.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tråkigt</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kan man tänka.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ICKE! </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det är i två våningar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">minsann.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">superdiskstället.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ehm.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ja alltså.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fick andra grejer med.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">också sånt som jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">behöver,</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det har jag nog sagt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men jag ville ha en</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">grej och </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det fick jag inte.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">så jag är besviken.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men kul jul.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kul jul på er.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">ps.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">om nån vill gå</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">på bio så kan jag </span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">det för jag fick</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">biobiljetter!</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2809391681935156732?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-30959242915957119812010-12-20T19:29:00.002+01:002010-12-20T19:36:20.537+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">undrar lite</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vad det är för fel</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på mig.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">känns som om</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">man går och väntar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hela december</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på julkänslan.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och i vanliga fall</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">brukar den </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">infinna sig nångång</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">runt andra advent.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">den skulle alltså ha </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">infunnit sig nu.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">har den inte.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det är lite som </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när man var elva</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och väntade på </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">första mensen.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och alla tjejer</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i klassen</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fick den en efter en.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">poff poff poff</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fick de den.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och man gick där</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och väntade och bad</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">till gud.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sen blev jag tolv</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och ångrade mig.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lite så är det</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med mig och julkänslan.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">alla mina vänner </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">har fått den.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och jag går och ber.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kommer få den </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">försent </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och sen hata den.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3095924291595711981?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-42344671019772742752010-12-17T19:14:00.006+01:002010-12-17T19:19:21.531+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">dagens nagellack</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">heter manhunter.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">haha.<br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vilket jävla</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">skämt.</span><br /><p><span style="font-family:courier new;">såhär pepp<br />är jag:<br /></span></p><span style="font-family:courier new;"><br /></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 400px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5551716834542173394" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TQupC_hxPNI/AAAAAAAAArs/JGVAFNYdqoI/s400/Picture0032.jpg" /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4234467101977274275?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-76594605111939352692010-12-17T00:07:00.004+01:002010-12-17T00:33:39.968+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">åh världen.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är så fett trött</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">pårej.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">imorgon ska</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag gå ut.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och dricka.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det här är </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vad som kommer</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hända:</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">åker in till</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">stan.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lägger sista pengarna</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på öl.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lyckas halka påväg</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tillbaka från </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">andra lång.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">bryter nyckelben</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">bryter båtben</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">bryter lårben.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">spräcker även skallen.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">medan jag ligger där</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och dör</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">blir jag rånad </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på mammas mobil</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och min plånbok.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">(är mina två sista</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">värdesaker</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">då min dator är trasig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för tredje gången</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på fyra månader</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vilket ger mig rätt</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att hata världen)</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">har tur och får </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">åka ambulans till</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sahlgrenska.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">dör i sviterna av</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">spräckt skalle.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">med andra ord.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är pepp.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">borde höra av mig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">till rebecca.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">säga att jag kommer</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">missa narniakväll</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på grund av</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">spräckt skalle</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">osv.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7659460511193935269?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-41969779085270427482010-12-11T22:50:00.003+01:002010-12-11T22:58:09.144+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">skulle ha bakat</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">pepparkakor.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men kom på att</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det är lördag kväll.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och jag är</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ensam.</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och att jag inte äger</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">en brödkavel.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tänker bli</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">full.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men kommer fortfarande</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vara ensam.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">åh.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">livet.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">åh.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">schmertz.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4196977908527042748?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-75596151657339342282010-12-08T19:13:00.001+01:002010-12-08T19:16:29.675+01:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TP_LJ1OrifI/AAAAAAAAArk/eApfeZLuF-s/s1600/20101208-184043.JPG"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_ma_Qdpe3vFc/TP_LJ1OrifI/AAAAAAAAArk/eApfeZLuF-s/s400/20101208-184043.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5548376635711654386" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag bara sitter</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">och väntar.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">det var längesen</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">jag hade lite </span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">kul.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7559615165733934228?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-419229101470471862010-12-05T04:29:00.002+01:002010-12-05T04:32:07.024+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">blivit rånad </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i kortedala.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">mycket obehaglig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">upplevelse.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är hemskt rädd</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och utan iphone.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kanske har jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lite ont i ryggen</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om jag känner efter.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men mest ont</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i hjärtat.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för att jag är</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">alldeles för jävla</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">godtrogen.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">går bara att nås</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">via den där</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ansiktsboken</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">eller mail.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">var väl mest det.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hoppas den jäveln</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">dör.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-41922910147047186?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-27533580864005954082010-12-01T20:32:00.003+01:002010-12-01T22:41:29.999+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">håhåjaja.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">var visst lite</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">onykter igår kväll.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">skyller på linnéa.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hon får alltid med mig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på dumheter.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">idag har jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lagat mat.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">faktiskt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">fick väl för mig</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">att jag var</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">gordon ramsay</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">fast jag ju </span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">egentligen vet</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">att jag är hopplös</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;">på att laga mat.</span><br /><span style="font-family:Courier New;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det blev skitäckligt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tänker aldrig mer</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">laga mat.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-2753358086400595408?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-76254275018093831652010-11-30T23:20:00.002+01:002010-12-01T20:27:48.927+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">vet att jag brukade</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tänka</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att man aldrig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ska vara rädd.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag är aldrig rädd</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när jag går själv</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i natten.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det är så jävla </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">dumt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">man ska vara</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">rädd.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">man ska det.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">var alltid rädd.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">se till att era</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ögonfransar inte är</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lika trassliga</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">som mina.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7625427501809383165?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-85974404689007832932010-11-29T16:27:00.001+01:002010-11-29T16:27:57.458+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">att inse</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">01:43</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att man gått en</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hel dag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">med trosorna</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ut och in.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kul.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8597440468900783293?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-82093382159147139112010-11-24T23:07:00.002+01:002010-11-24T23:15:11.005+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">åkte till</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hjo som var</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">gömt i snön.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">fick höra att</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag är bra </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men kanske lite</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för bra.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kanske måste du</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">rita med fel hand</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ibland</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kanske måste du</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">gå upp i format.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lämna ett fingeravtryck</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag vet inte</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sa hon.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och jag höll med.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för perfekt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för mycket ordning.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">alldeles för mycket</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jungfru. </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">släpp kontrollen</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och bara gör</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sa hon.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sen åkte jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hem.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-8209338215914713911?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-78211937805197828112010-11-23T17:13:00.000+01:002010-11-23T17:13:49.713+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">när jag gick</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på gymnasiet</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när jag var sjutton år</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och väldigt svår</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">brukade jag och min</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vän </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">prata om att </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">flytta till london</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och börja knarka.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag var övertygad</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om att kokain</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">var min grej.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hon tänkte satsa</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">allt på heroinet.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vi kom ju aldrig till</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">london.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vi började ju aldrig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">knarka.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ibland </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tänker jag på det.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hur basala ens behov</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hade varit</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">om vi verkligen gjort det.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">saknar den där</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tiden.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">när det var okej</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att vilja prova allt.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">då sätter jag mig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">på golvet</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och lyssnar på</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">knarklåtar.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">här är mina </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">bästa:</span><br /><a href="http://open.spotify.com/user/vendelah/playlist/6rgBRIguaKfKaKQuUP5GYN"><span style="font-family:courier new;">knarkarlåtar</span></a><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-7821193780519782811?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-16754578611856120322010-11-22T18:09:00.002+01:002010-11-22T18:11:49.165+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">om jag någon gång</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">skulle få barn</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vet jag precis</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">vad mina första ord</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">till den </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">hade varit.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">"bebis</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">bli aldrig kär</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i en musiker.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">de spelar ditt hjärta</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i bitar</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och sen går de."</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-1675457861185612032?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-66231850589176821682010-11-19T09:50:00.002+01:002010-11-19T09:57:31.077+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">igår var det</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lite kris</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i kortedala.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">överlevde</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">den.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">det enda </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">spåret som </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">finns kvar av</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">krisen</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är svullna ögon</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och kaosstökiga</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">lägenheten.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ibland vill man</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">inte vara </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ensam.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ibland är man</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för feg</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">för att ringa </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">någon.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">först ska jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ta tag i lägenheten.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">sen ska jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ta tag i mig själv.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-6623185058917682168?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-44723525858469375552010-11-14T22:36:00.002+01:002010-11-14T23:30:06.008+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">är rastlös</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är oengagerad</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är fattig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är stökig</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är ensam</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är ett bultande hjärta</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är katatonisk</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är levande</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är påväg</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är stillastående</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är trött</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">är ett skenande tåg</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">av känslor.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-4472352585846937555?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-56626847066581310402010-11-13T18:13:00.002+01:002010-11-13T18:35:11.737+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">man blir</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">aldrig nöjd.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">rättelse.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag blir </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">aldrig nöjd.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">idag hittar jag</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">varenda fel.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">de är många </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och stora.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">men ikväll</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">ska jag ut igen.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och imorgon</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">kommer nog allt</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">att vara bra.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-5662684706658131040?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-34373160811583263322010-11-11T10:01:00.003+01:002010-11-11T13:17:40.106+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">ja.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">så var det</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">mitt nya liv.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">börjar känna </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">av det.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">både psykiskt</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och fysiskt.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">och det känns bra.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag mår bra.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">jag går upp tidigt.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">dricker kaffe.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">pluggar eller ritar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">tar en promenad</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">eller tränar.</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">känner att jag lever</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">i takt med </span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">resten av världen</span><br /><span style="font-family:courier new;">igen.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-3437316081158326332?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2943633863899515619.post-3010599042720161692010-11-10T23:09:00.000+01:002010-11-10T23:10:07.866+01:00<span style="font-family:courier new;">det här är<br />min bästa just nu.<br /></span><br /><object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/164jS1qnCU0?fs=1&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/164jS1qnCU0?fs=1&amp;hl=sv_SE&amp;rel=0" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="480" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2943633863899515619-301059904272016169?l=gbgregnet.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>vendelanoreply@blogger.com0